"I was... really... really drunk." Her voice was soft at that. Her drunken escapades were not exactly a time in her life that she liked to broadcast. Part of her was ashamed. The other part knew why she did it. She knew that the hole in her life was driving her insane to a point she even threatened to just disappear if she could there in Peru.

"All right." Smiling warmly at that, she knew that Mal needed to hear it from Alec. He needed to know that he could still be a part of Alec without completely swearing off his magical background. "I know that Max will be a big help... he's been pretty attached since Mal saved him... granted I think Mal's been attached as well."

Pausing at that assertion, she seemed almost taken back by it. The reminder hadn't come in decades. She'd cut so many ties with them she quit trying. "I'm the nephilim they wish had never happened." Shaking her head a little, she finally grinned. "I feel the same about you. I couldn't stay away. Not even death could pull me from you."

Melting entirely from his kisses and licks, she moaned softly against his lips. "Mm... Always want to with you..." Sliding her arms about his neck, she kissed up the slope of his neck to just behind his ear. "Spoil me a little, love of my life?"