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Magnus Bane ([personal profile] magna_bane) wrote2013-05-27 09:46 pm

It's perfectly normal for the girl to scale the wall to the window. (for [personal profile] alec_lightwood)

The day had been pretty rough. Will found ways to make her work harder when they trained together and it was some strange ritual to make her go away. Sometimes she wasn't sure if he enjoyed her company or if he hated it. He had more mood swings than a woman. Not that she cared. She neither liked him nor hated him. Which was about the same for Jem. The one thing she knew for certain... she liked to keep them safe without either of them noticing. If the didn't notice, they couldn't ask her about it. Things were better that way.

On the other hand, sitting in the attic with a book in her lap that day, she found like so many other days that all she thought about was one person. The first time the smaller branch of the Lightwood family visited the Institute, she'd gone from disinterested in life to a rush of feelings that left her breathless. Will hated the Lightwoods. No matter which family branch... but her entire perception changed the first time his eyes met hers.

Which was why she nimbly scaled the wall up to the dimly lit window of a London apartment. Pulling up onto the window ledge nimbly, she tapped the glass pane softly. It wasn't the first night that she did this. Swinging her feet lightly, she tucked the wayward ebony strands behind an ear and peered down at the city below while waiting.
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[personal profile] alec_lightwood 2013-05-30 05:10 am (UTC)(link)
"I feel the same way about you, Magnus. You're my strength and can't understand why others don't see you the way I do." Instead they saw someone small and not the usual ideal of a lady. Few cared to see that she was intelligent and brave. The fact that she disliked wearing skirts and spoke her mind were enough to condemn her in similar ways as Alec. Even if he wasn't sure what he'd done to be such a disappointment to the old nephilim families. "You will always be enough to make me happy."

His eyes closed with a contented sigh as Magnus held him close, her words causing him to hum softly. "No. I'm not cold. Just ticklish."

He'd begun to wonder if they could simply stay together curled up in his chair together for the night when she said his name, causing him to try to pull away until her arms slid around his neck. It took a moment for Alec to realize she'd said yes, and then he began to grin. "Does that mean I can ask Charlotte's permission to court you?"

He might have been trying before asking officially but he wanted to do this right. If he was going to fight his parents over his choice of who to fall in love with, then he needed Charlotte's help. She would protect them as much as she could and give them a refuge away from the gossips.

It was an honor to have her trust him enough to tell him about her past but that couldn't ease the sorrow at knowing she had bee hurt so much in the past. "It had nothing to do with you, Magnus. Sometimes people do things like that and we never know the reason. And there are no reasons other than whatever darkness is in their own minds.

"Grief and sorrow make people do terrible things they wouldn't normally do if they were in their right minds." His hand stilled for a moment as he gently kissed her hair. "I'm glad you survived. I don't know what I'd do if we had never met."
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[personal profile] alec_lightwood 2013-05-31 02:18 am (UTC)(link)
Happiness was a rare thing in the Lightwood homes. His own was empty except for his siblings since his parents were too busy with their power plays to notice the children that wanted a family. Gabriel and Gideon had spent most of their time abroad and their father had always made Alec uncomfortable in some way he didn't understand.

Happiness wasn't something Lightwoods searched for, but he had found it with Magnus. And he would do everything possible to give that joy to her as well. "I want to make you happy for..." The rest of his life, if she'd agree to it, but he couldn't ask her that. "... for as long as you allow me to."

As he noticed that grin, he realized he would be in trouble later, even if 'ticklish' hadn't been quite the correct description. He couldn't tell her that he liked having her touch him or that the spot was sensitive. "I... Sometimes I am."

But that concern didn't matter since she wanted him to court her. She wanted to be more than friends and eventually he would be able to ask for that lifetime together. "I do want to, Magnus. I've wanted to for awhile but I didn't know how."

Isabelle hadn't helped with that, giving him strange looks whenever he asked how he should court Magnus. He'd never been sure if it was Magnus she disapproved of or him. Izzy loved him and liked Magnus, but the idea of them together seemed to worry her. Maybe because she knew how their parents would react.

Not that it mattered. Alec loved her and he'd lived too long in a house where power was the only thing that mattered. "I don't care if they don't like you. You are my dearest friend and I can't think of anyone else I would wish to..."

He froze as he realized what he'd been about to say, blushing brightly before kissing her unbruised cheek. "I don't care about your lineage, Magnus. It's your heart that matters not who your parents are." Meeting her eyes, he smiled sadly. "If it did, then you might not want me to court you."

That kiss should have readied him for a second, but it still caught him by surprise, lips gentle against hers until she pulled away. Staring at Magnus in shock, grinned at those words. "I love you too, Magnus. I have for a long time."
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[personal profile] alec_lightwood 2013-05-31 05:34 am (UTC)(link)
His expression brightened with love and adoration at her demand. It was what he'd hoped for and what he had been almost certain that she might want but he'd still feared that he'd misjudged things. "I want forever with you and longer, if that's possible."

Smiling in relief that he could court her and she wouldn't make the task too difficult for him, he gently brushed his fingers through her hair like he'd wanted to do so many times. "Then maybe I won't be a failure at courting you like Izzy expects."

If it was anyone else that he was trying to court, he might believe Isabelle, but Magnus had been his friend for years. She knew he valued honesty more than the rest of polite society ever would. Though that wouldn't stop him from teasing her at times. "I appreciate you not using my weaknesses against me since I know how tempted you'll be."

The words were spoken lightly, then his tone turned serious as he met those golden eyes. "You are the one I love most, Magnus. I don't care about our families or what anyone thinks. I love you with all my heart."

Humming quietly as Magnus played with his hair, he gave her a soft smile. "I think you already did but you can do it again."
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[personal profile] alec_lightwood 2013-06-02 11:55 pm (UTC)(link)
There were few things that Alec could think of that could make Alec happier than he was at that moment. Magnus had said yes and had basically told him that he couldn't ruin things between them. They would have a lifetime together just like he'd dreamed of. "It does sound strange, but I'm glad that you have that much confidence in me."

Smiling at both the sigh and at having Magnus so close, he slid his fingers through her hair. "And you have mine, Magnus. You have since we first met."

Alec might not have understood it then, but his heart had belonged to her completely that day. Even before friendship had turned to deeper feelings, he would have done almost anything just to make her smile.

Making a quiet sound as she kissed him again, Alec's hand curled lightly around the back of Magnus' neck. Perfect... it was the only way he could think of describing it. The warmth of her lips, having her in his arms, was perfect.

When Alec eventually pulled away, his hand slipped from her neck to cup her cheek. "Tomorrow, I'll ask Charlotte. Make it official. I don't think she'll say no." At least he hoped she wouldn't. Charlotte had always seemed to like him and hadn't minded that they were always spending time together.
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[personal profile] alec_lightwood 2013-06-03 01:36 am (UTC)(link)
Knowing how much Magnus disliked her name, he that it was a gift that she would offer to let him use Magna instead. Brushing a gentle kiss against her cheek, he gave her a shy smile. "Only when it's the two of us. No other times. But I do like calling you Magnus too."

Resting his forehead against hers, he didn't realize how worried he'd been until Magnus reassured him that she thought Charlotte wouldn't disapprove. "This might mean she'll try to get you into those dresses you hate so much so you'll be a proper lady being courted."

Not that the dresses matter to him. Magnus was beautiful to him whether she wore the kind of dresses Jessamine favored or trousers. But he couldn't help teasing her a bit, at least until he noticed how tired she was.

"I love you too." His eyes drifted half closed as her thumb brushed against his neck and he had to remind himself that she was right and that they'd both be sore in the morning if they didn't move. Shifting her in his arms, Alec stood, smiling softly at having her so close and knowing that she wanted to be with him as he carried her to the bedroom.

Setting her down on the bed, he couldn't stop himself from blushing even if Magnus has stayed with him before. "Do you want one of my shirts to sleep in?"
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[personal profile] alec_lightwood 2013-06-03 02:44 am (UTC)(link)
"When it's just us, Magna." It felt odd to say that name when he knew she hadn't wanted anyone to call her that, but special too. It was theirs. Something that she shared only with him.

Even if it was what society would think of as proper, he didn't mind that she preferred the masculine version of her name or that she'd rather dress like a boy than wear ladies' fashions. "You don't have to wear them for me. I fell in love with the girl who wore trousers, not some society miss."

Not someone like Jessamine... he couldn't imagine dealing with someone like that. Or even Isabelle. Every time she spoke of things like that, he was completely lost. At least his sister only asked if she looked pretty and didn't want any other opinion about her clothing. "You're beautiful whether you're wearing gear or those dresses Charlotte tries to shove you into."

The kiss caused him to pause for a moment, wishing he could ask her to do that again, but knowing it wouldn't be proper. Not when she was spending the night and he didn't want her to get the wrong idea about what he wanted from her.

Trying to ignore his blush, he started searching for a shirt, finding one of his old ones that would cover her and be soft against her skin. "I don't mind. I - I know we probably shouldn't, but I love having you here with me and you know I won't do anything..."

And if he did try something and she didn't want him to, she could knock him flat. Offering her the shirt, he smiled nervously. "I'll leave so you can change."
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[personal profile] alec_lightwood 2013-06-03 04:29 am (UTC)(link)
As Alec turned around and realized that Magnus was taking off her weapons, he flushed slightly, ready to leave the room until she pulled him close for a kiss. "I don't have to change. I can stay like this."

It wouldn't be comfortable but if he could sleep in his gear, he could sleep in almost anything.

Seeing how happy she was, he couldn't resist giving her another kiss, his hand finding Magnus' so that he could thread his fingers between hers. "Whatever you'll be most comfortable with, Magna. I don't want you to think... You know I wouldn't..."
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[personal profile] alec_lightwood 2013-06-03 06:39 am (UTC)(link)
With those words, Alec's blush returned. He'd thought about Magnus before, wanting to be close to her, but he hadn't seriously considered she might have similar thoughts about him. "I wouldn't mind the discomfort." Pausing, he couldn't help looking hopeful even if he knew that he should be a gentleman with her. "You really... with me?"

Which made it seem like a bad idea to go with her suggestion, but as he held her close and she kissed his hand, he couldn't say no. Magnus was right. He would respect her. He wouldn't peek or take advantage. And when they were in private they had done things that others would think were just as scandalous. The fact that they were alone together in his apartment, in his bedroom would be enough to ruin their reputations.

"If that's what you wish, then we'll promise not to look and that will be enough." Kissing her forehead, Alec smiled as she nuzzled his hand. "I promise to always try to be those things for you." He wished he could do more. Ease the pain that had been caused by her past, but he would offer her a future with the happiness she deserved.

Reluctantly pulling his hand away, he let his fingers linger against hers before moving from the bed to find the clothes that he normally wore when she spent the night. An old shirt and a pair of pants that had been mended too many times to be of any use except for roughhousing with his parabatai or pretending to train Max.

Keeping his back turned, he changed quickly, telling himself that there was no reason to be embarrassed. They had done things like this before... but that had been before. It felt like everything had changed with a few precious words. Tugging, at the shirt hem, Alec stared at the wall, waiting for Magnus to say it was all right for him to turn around.
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[personal profile] alec_lightwood 2013-06-04 02:22 am (UTC)(link)
"I've never wanted to be with anyone else, Magna." He'd never seriously thought about it. Magnus was the person he loved most and the one that truly made him happy. His life hadn't been awful before she was brought to the Institute, but it'd been lonely even with his siblings and Jace. The thought of being close to anyone else...Magnus was the one he was meant to be with. No one else.

"If you want me to stay close, then I will." He couldn't resist stealing another kiss before letting her change.

When she said that he could turn around, he smiled when he saw her curled up on his bed. She'd done it before but this time seemed special. Now they knew how they felt about each other. Padding as silently as he could over to the bed, he leaned down to kiss beneath her ear. "So am I."
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[personal profile] alec_lightwood 2013-06-04 03:16 am (UTC)(link)
Smiling at that giggle, Alec was about to step away when Magnus' arms slipped around his neck. Following that motion, he moved as she directed him, letting out a pleased sigh at having her near.

His face warmed as she placed his hand on her back, trying to ignore that gasp. Meeting her eyes, he smiled gently while he began to lightly run his fingers along her spine.

Shivering at that kiss, Alec told himself that she couldn't mean more than just this. Magnus had misspoken and hadn't meant to imply anything else. "I want to be close to you... Whatever you'll allow me."
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[personal profile] alec_lightwood 2013-06-04 04:25 am (UTC)(link)
Leaning into the fingers in his hair, his eyes eyes drifted closed as he hummed softly. There were dozens of reasons why they should be cautious, but none of them seemed to matter. As long as he was a gentleman in Magnus' thoughts, that was what was important. "I want you to touch and kiss me."

It seemed almost unreal that after wishing to be with Magnus for so long he could actually be this close to her without worrying that she would disapprove or tell him that she didn't feel the same way. His hand moved lightly along her back to gently cup her neck, rubbing her scalp lightly as he returned those kisses.

"We'll be careful not to go too far." Even if he wished to. Some of that pent up longing could be felt as he kissed her and the noises he made when she found that sensitive spot on his neck. He would have been embarrassed but this was something he'd wanted too long to let pride ruin it for him. "I want you to. I've wanted you to for years."
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[personal profile] alec_lightwood 2013-06-05 02:38 am (UTC)(link)
Leaning into her touch, he tipped his head back for her, humming softly when her lips brushed against the mark on his neck. "Whatever you do Magnus, you'll always please me."

Laughing quietly as he was maneuvered onto his back, the sound turned to almost a stutter as Magnus moved to sit on his hips. His face warmed as he realized how intimately close they were even with cloth between them. Alec began to speak when she found that spot again and her hand slid beneath his shirt.

Words and thought disappeared as Magnus touched him, his hand slipping free of her hair to move along her side. Shivering at the attention to his ear, his fingers settled on her waist, lightly tracing patterns on her hip until he realized the fabric of her shirt was riding up.

His blush brightened as his hand stilled. "I - we can wait... I didn't mean to..." But he'd liked it... or at least the idea of being able to touch bare skin someday. "I love you, Magna."

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